Never, Not Ever

A smart summer romance about family secrets, finding yourself, and falling in love, perfect for fans of The Summer I Turned Pretty.

Every year, Tilly dreams of the dad she’s never known showing up for her birthday. But he never does. When she wakes up on the morning of her sixteenth birthday dadless yet again, she knows it’ll never happen.

In fact, it’s her worst birthday ever because her grandmother died a few months ago, her mum is working again, and the boy she’s in love with—the ridiculously gorgeous Josh—refuses to break up with his drama-queen girlfriend and notice her instead.

Then Tilly’s dad does show up, shocking everyone, and she works out an awful truth: Her mum and her grandma lied to her. For sixteen years! Tilly is drowning in her family’s lies. Worse, these feelings for her neighbour Zack—these stupid, flustering, more-than-friends feelings she’s been trying to ignore—mean she’s also lying to herself.

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What people are saying…

“I LOVE THIS BOOK!!!!! (Yes, all caps shouting with glee and minimum five exclamation marks). I’m so hungry for more.”

— Holly Owen

“Every time I snuggled into bed with the next few chapters of Never Not Ever, I couldn't put it down! This book feels like a gift of wisdom wrapped up in the joy of a good novel.”

— Kathryn Winch

“Teen angst, a love triangle and the therapy experience I wish I had in high school? I couldn't devour Never, Not Ever fast enough. Jodie Benveniste understands teenage feelings big and small -- and her book made me feel them all.”

— Shari Weiss

What makes this book so special

Friends to lovers

There’s a boy next door who’s funny, thoughtful and knows you better than you know yourself. And he might just like you.

Family secrets

You discover that your mum, and your grandma, who you trusted the most in the world, have been lying to you - for 16 years!

Mental Health Healing

There’s grief and loss but there’s also love and hope and healing.

You’re going to love this book…

Teen Readers

A book you’ll curl up with and devour about family secrets, finding yourself and falling in love for the very first time

Adult Readers

A book that gives you the best excuse to take a moment for yourself, feel young at heart and fall in love all over again

Educators

A book that’s entertainingly, tantalisingly readable, featuring wellbeing &
mental health healing

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In the media

“You can heal. That is the conversation we need to have.”

SA Weekend

“This is an absolutely beautiful and poignant teen romance that also addresses deep hurts from past decisions that have had generational impacts. Highly recommended.”

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Hello, I’m Jodie!

Author & Psychologist

Hello! I’m Jodie Benveniste, an author and psychologist who writes heart-expanding young adult contemporary romance, supporting your self-understanding and emotional healing.

I write about love and friendships, family relationships, wellbeing, and mental health healing, introducing you to your amazing inner world and it’s incredible depths.

I’ve been a psychologist in private practice, trusted parenting expert, organisational consultant, academic researcher, and Chair of the Board of an Independent School.

When I’m not writing, you can find me reading books, sipping a good cup of tea, eating dark chocolate or walking in the national park near my home.

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